It feels like icky days happen when we are the most prepared to make that day go well… but maybe we are setting ourselves up in a way when we do that.

New outfit, up early, big smile in the mirror… then, BAM…  the day attacks with no mercy. I suppose it’s also a good thing to remember to choose our battles.

 

I over analyze anyway, but today in particular I am asking myself…

*  Where does this frustration/anger come from…? Is it about what is happening on the surface, or does it go deeper?

*  Why can’t you just accept some things for how they are and move on?

*  Why are you taking this so personally?

 

A day of pondering….. and writing… I think I have more to write… but for now I am off to the acupuncturist and this is what has come up so far…

 

Say you’re sorry,

Be a good girl.

Just accept?

It starts to build inside…

Anger… resentment…

Look inward…

Take control over your feelings.

Remember your gifts.