At acupuncture tonight, I was told I have a “floating pulse.”
She said this was because my immune-system was activated, and it was struggling to push out a pathogen.
I wish there was a way to eloquently describe the symptoms I have become familiar with the past few days. I will say that a floating pulse was welcomed information- a pathogen is much more easily treated than an influx of Crohn’s pathology.
Mentally, I could not be more free of pathogens.
The pulse of my spirit is beating steadily.
Today marks the year anniversary of my first blog post.
It started with this.
… and here I am now, filled with so much inspiration. Every day bursts with beauty. I have been taking the most incredible mental notes, and as soon as my immune system kicks that pathogen’s ass, my renewed energy will bring shine to the incredible meaning I have found amidst the symptoms.
I am pushing my boundaries. I have rediscovered dreams I once had, but had consented to abandoning. I am finding my voice, my truth. I am developing a side of myself that I only imagined in my most confident of aspirations.
A year later, after creating a place where I went to truly be myself, I am finding that the real me isn’t just on a site anymore- it’s inside of me (and it’s shining a light that grows brighter by the day).
Please, don’t nurture what does not nurture you.
Mental toxins can be cleansed with the courage that awaits your acknowledgment.